Contemplating myself

I am 29 years old
I am a mother of 3

I am a Wife

I am the aunt to 9 nephews and 2 neices

I am an only child

I am a Christian with a warped sense of humor and liberal thoughts. Some would NOT call me a Christian.

I don't like politics, nor do I understand them

I love flavored coffee

I live for shopping

I probably need therapy

I am a wannabe photographer

I am completely and utterly lazy

I am questioning what I want to be when I grow up

I have pretty eyes

I hate my hair

I'm disgusted with the body my pregnancies have left me with

I have suffered infertilty and more miscarriages than anyone should have to bear

I'm a sarcastic bitch (sometimes)

I have lived in our current home (new state) for 6 months and have no friends

I'm lonely

I have conversations with myself a lot

I love Starbucks

I love to laugh

I spend too much time online

I'm learning to love myself, its a work in progress

I love tv

I've recently come to love Christian music

I miss being a military wife to the point I cry sometimes

My head says I'm not done having children but my husbands vasectomy says I am

I can hold a grudge longer and better than you can

I want to be an egg donor or surrogate

I judge people

I have not spoken to my best friend in nearly 2 years

I flip people off in the car and sometimes cuss at them
I have a potty mouth

I sing very loudly in the car, but only in front of my children

I adore chocolate and everything it stands for

I love Boones Farm

One of my best friends lives in the computer (T)

Shopping makes me happy, even if it isnt for me

I am the wife of a Navy Veteran

I am the daughter of an Air Force Veteran who faught in a war

I'm addicted to Diet Pepsi & Diet Dr Pepper

I embarass easily

I like white gold

I can't deal with background noise, it nearly drives me insane

I have anxiety

I worry about everything, even stuff that could not possibly happen....all the time

I love sushi & pizza I hate exercising (hence the laziness)

I like road trips

My feelings get hurt easily

I cannot speak in public
I love roller coasters but am terrified of heights & flying

I hate being in crowded places, I get self concious and feel like everyone is staring at me.

I'm beginning to look my age :(

I miss Florida

I miss having family around

My favorite color is baby blue

I hate the dentist

I'm a mess

I'm crazy

I'm loveable

I have regrets

I am proud of my husband

I'm paranoid

I'm funny

I'm obsessive

I'm perfect in God's eyes I

've learned to love unconditionally

I am ..... Me